Not because I can’t study or anything like that, but because thoughts of you enter my mind. I’ve noticed that I have this certain smile that I reserve for you. Okay. That’s cool, I can deal with that. But for now I just need to keep everything in check.
Is it weird to miss a guy from back home and want to be with him at the same time as you want to be with someone at school?
Is that wrong?
I phrased this whole thing incorrectly.
I am starting to feel like this is going to catch up to us.
You are hooking up with someone who is your friend.
They say they like you.
You aren’t ready for anything, but you like them and tell them this fact.
They develop a crush on someone else a month later after being an ignorant, ignoring, bitch, asshole to you so much that when you are ready to be with them, you’re afraid to say so.
Now you’re stuck.
Do you wait? Do you tell them?
If you move on, the only real person to move on with happens to be a friend of theirs.
Taking advice starting…. now.
And walk away like nothing happened.